Ok, another commentary on a Kindle Unlimited book I just read.
The book is called Life and Limb, by Jamie Andrew.
Very short synopsis. Jamie Andrew was and is a mountain climbing dude. I love reading about mountain climbing though I have no desire to climb mountains personally. Just keep me down at normal levels were the air is thick and horrible storms aren't likely to catch me out.
So Jamie and another friend (also named Jamie) were in the Alps trying to climb a mountain when a horrible, unexpected snowstorm hit. (It was winter, by the way.) They were trapped for 5 days or so and his friend died. Jamie was finally rescued by helicopter. He was very badly frostbitten and lost his hands and feet.
His attitude is pretty incredible. There were a lot of 'what ifs' about his friend dying, of course. He had to grieve the loss of his appendages. But he got prosthetics and worked hard and is back to climbing mountains.
All that is admirable.
What startled me, and grieved me, was his brief discussion about the existence of God. He said that while he was freezing to death on the mountain, he didn't experience any spiritual epiphany. Ok...well, he was miserable and hypothermic so that is probably not very surprising.
He decided that if there is a God, and he's not sure there is, He is probably a benevolent God who won't mind that he has no faith.
So, if a person is an atheist, he is wrong. There is a God. But at least if he convinces himself that there is no God, it is logical to ignore God. If there is no God, we're all just organisms struggling through life, we're all just individuals who will die forever and ever, and it doesn't matter a lot what one does with one's life.
But agnosticism -- maybe there is a God, maybe there isn't -- is quite common and Jamie Andrew describes himself as an agnostic.
And he decided, on grounds that were hard to follow, that he just wouldn't worry about a God who might exist. If God exists, He's nice (why would he be nice? On what basis have you decided He is nice?) and Jamie can just carry on living his life as he chooses without any concern about what God wants for him.
That is just sad.
Jamie Andrew is not a 'bad' man. I mean, he doesn't kill people, he doesn't sell drugs. But he's a sinner like you and me. And he is living his life ignoring the reality that God has every reason and right to expect something from him.
God is not nice.
I mean, nice just sounds mellow. God isn't very mellow.
Jesus Christ came to earth, born of a virgin, lived, taught, then DIED one of the worst deaths that humans have found to inflict on one another, because WE ARE SINNERS.
Those are not the actions of a mellow, 'nice' God.
The Lord of course has given us all, including Jamie Andrew, the opportunity to make choices. We have free will. Jamie is perfectly free to continue his life ignoring God.
But while he is ignoring God, God is not ignoring him. His sins are many, because all people with the ability to think and move and exist are sinning, and Jamie Andrew doesn't have a savior.
Yet. I pray one day he looks into this whole question of God and does some seeking, and some finding.